Friday, 24 June 2011

My Photo taken during my Cancer Treatment

These photos are taken during the different time and stages of my stage 4 cancer. Photos are updated when there is new update. Hopefully there are more new updates to come so that I can prove the doctor are wrong.
Started from the first photo taken during my birthday on 12-Mar-2011. I was still looking very normal at the time.

01. 12-Mar-2011   11. 12-Jun-2011
02. 01-Apr-2011   12. 19-Jun-2011
03. 23-May-2011  13. 26-Jun-2011
04. 28-May-2011  14. 03-Jul-2011
05. 28-May-2011  15. 11-Jul-2011
06. 28-May-2011  16. 24-Jul-2011
07. 04-Jun-2011    17. 28-Jul-2011
08. 09-Jun-2011    18. 20-Aug-2011
09. 12-Jun-2011
10. 12-Jun-2011

Wednesday, 22 June 2011

Cancer Healing Prayer

Loving Father,
I come before You
              trusting in Your goodness, kindness
              and power of Your healing love
              as I lift up to You my sickness.
Heal me, Lord, of my stage 4 lung cancer that had spread to my liver and part of my backbone.
Lord, You know all things,
             You can do all things I know
             You love me very much.
Only You know what is best for me
             and what I need in terms of healing.
As I sit before You now
             lay Your hands upon me, touch me, heal me, and
             bring me wholeness of body, mind, emotions and spirit.
Let the grace of Your divine love and power
             flow to me right now to reach the inner recesses of my being
             and so spread to different parts of my body.
Take away any pain
             or feeling of discomfort.
Correct any malfunctioning
             of bodily organs and tissues.
Melt with the heat of Your healing love
             all abnormal and cancerous growths.
Arrest the further spreading of those sick cells
           and create in me new and healthy cells.
Root out all the hurts embedded
           in my subconscious through the years.
Heal all my feelings of rejection, anger,
           frustration, aggravation, all painful
           memories of the past and repercussions
           of traumatic experiences.
As you root out all these hurts,
           fill that void with your spirit
           of love, peace and understanding,
           acceptance, meekness and tenderness,
           kindness, concern and generosity.
As I completely surrender to You
           my cancer sickness,
           deliver me from dwelling on self-pity,
           fears, anxieties, hopelessness
           and negative thoughts.
Give me the grace to offer all my pains
           and sufferings for other suffering people like me,
           especially those sick with cancer,
           with no one to support them and pray for them.
Help me to see the blessings out of each trail
           to realize each victory from every tear,
           to see Your guiding hand
           and feel Your loving presence
           in everything that is happening to me,
           confident that You are totally in control.
Help me to learn lessons
           from my mistakes of the past
           and work on changes in my life
           and in my way of living.
And then, dearest Lord,
           after I have been healed,
           may my life be a witness to Your love,
           peace and healing power for others
           and bring glory, honor
           and praise to You.
All these I pray in the name of Jesus,
           through the intercession of Mary
           and all the saints and angels.

Amen

Saturday, 4 June 2011

Healing and Keeping Prayer

Heavenly Father, I thank you for loving me.  I thank you for sending your Son, our Lord Jesus Christ, to the world to save and to set me free.  I trust in your power and grace that sustain and restore me.
Loving Father touches me now with your healing hands.  For I believe that your will is for me to be well in mind, body, soul and spirit.  Cover me with the most precious blood of your Son, our Lord Jesus Christ from the top of my head to the soles of my feet.  Cast out anything that should not be in me.  Root out any unhealthy and abnormal cells and multiply my healthy cells.  Open any blocked arteries or veins and rebuild and replenish any damaged areas.  Remove all inflammation and cleanse any infection by the power of Jesus’ precious blood.  Let the fire of your healing love pass through my entire body to heal and to make new any diseased areas so that my body will function the way you created it to function.  Touch also my mind and my emotion, even the deepest recesses of my heart.  Saturate my entire being with your presence, love, joy, and peace and draw me ever closer to you every moment of my life.
And Father fills me with your Holy Spirit and empowers me to do your works so that my life will bring glory and honor to your holy name.
I ask this in the name of the Lord Jesus Christ, Amen.